The quiet monk & Bangkok at Dusk

How cool can these be?

Uber talented Ahleks took this shot and some more during his short vacation in Thailand.

Damn, makes me miss thailand mak mak.

When the rains pour

Sometimes i hate it when it rains. Everything is so damp and grey. The people are so cold literally and figuratively. No time to chat, no time to chill, no time to hang... everyone just wants to get home safe otherwise they will have helluva time getting home.

Here at home the walls are damp and the ambiance is quite sleepy. No one wants to go out exept for several occassions that we had to go out. Everything is sooo slow. The energy level is so low. Even the sun i painted in my wall at my room couldn't do anything to bring warmth or least dry up the drippings that came from a roof leak on my bedroom floor.

I miss people's warmth. I miss human contact. Not that i don't get any from the people that matters to me most but they can't always be there for me. That's a selfish thought, Keekai. You can't always bum your family to be with you always day in day out. No matter how hard you try and no matter how high you bribe them. They, too, have a life of their own just like everyone else... just like you.

Me? Why did i end up like this? i have always been a solitary person... well, erm, not really but i always wanted to be. I hate it when people meddle with my affairs. I hate it when they worry much of me. I used to think that i can handle everything by myself... well, i still do but not this. I hate this feeling of being powerless over certain situations... not really certain but in every situation. I am not used to giving the wheels to another driver... i had to be the driver of my life.

What the hell am i talking about? Damn, i need booze :)

Keekai lost her digits

I LOST MY BELOVED MOTOROLA PHONE!

No joke, i lost my phone. We went to ICE at GB and someone must've gotten it off my bag.. or maybe it just fell. Well , whatever. Basta I lost it and am soooo jinxed! People can sometimes be heartless :( or maybe that person who took it must've needed the phone so badly morethan i do. I just hope that somehow i helped him or her or it. :P

Hakuna matata... lessons learned: keekai, that wasn't Zantika.. that wasn't Slim.. that wasn't Route... that shithole doesn't even come close to where everyone just don't care if you leave your phone even on the loo. Welcome back to the Philippines, Keekai!

So, people people people +63.906.492.3102 is no longer my digit. Will tell you the new one soon.

Keekai, out!

Lemme have this shirt...

I am uberly missing Thailand lately... probably because i have been writing about it again. Just got lucky, i guess, as i am doing something absofrigginlutely worthwhile!

Awww, i wish i would be in Bangkok on the launching of my new project THD phase 2... Imagine, all the booze i can have at Club Astra! Nevermind the sucky trance music only the likes of Acer enjoys... it's the booze i am after at. Just like last time when we launched THD phase 1 at my favorite favorite favorite pub Zantika, i just got back from my long bum-stay here at home and i was only a week old in Thailand and i could still hear my friends cheers to this: "Para sa tahimik na pamumuhay!" (translation: Oh my gosh, Chinkey is back! Goodbye morethan 8 hour sleep... hello daily hangover!). But oh well. Mai mee panha... Mai kid mark... kuu sabai sabai!

Now, remembering Club Astra, i have been there only once. Why? For one, i am not really into house and trance music . My system can only tolerate so much of those! Secondly, it's friggin expensive there. i only went there because my thai friends faked the entrance stamp and passed it on to me using our salivas to wet the mark (hahaha) but eventually didn't work so we had to borrow a red pen from the guard and write AS TRA on my wrist instead and pretended we are already drunk and just went out to check something in the car or whatever. So the only time i went there was the Paul Frank organized party. The guest aussie-DJ sucked so we just sniffed some coke in the loo and had as much drink as we can ' til the party was over then went to Tak's Pub ( Thonglor Samutsorn) and smoked some dope :D Those were the days with Nongnoo (name translation: little rat). Mighty high and paranoid! Whatever happened to her anyway?

Procastinating

I know... i know... i have to work on my concept writing now. Just gimme a sec okay? I'm still waiting for the divine writing god to bestow me some new brains so that i can start on this project. So for now, let me blab.

Blab... well i have nothing to talk about. Nothing that exciting actually. Well not that i haven't been going out or something. I have actually been out a lot... losing my brains! What a shiznits!

The screws must've been stuck... again! Common, brain... don't fail me now.

Nuff said.

Just feel like singing this

D Asus4 G Asus4
e-----2---------0----------2---------0-----]
B-------3---------3----------2----------3--]
G----2-------------------------------------]
D--0----------2--------------------2-------]
A-----------0------------2-------0---------]
E----------------------3-------------------]


D As4 G As4
I would have given you all of my heart
D As4 G As4
but there's someone who's torn it apart
D As4 G As4
and he's taking almost all I have
D As4 G As4
but if you want, I'll try to love again baby
D As4 G As4
I'll try to love again but I know


D As4 G As4
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
D As4 G As4
The first cut is the deepest
D As4 G As4
'cause when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
D As4 G As4 A5
when it comes to lovin' me he's worst

D As4 G As4
I still want you by my side
D As4 G As4
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
D As4 G As4
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
D As4 G As4
and if you want, I'll try to love again but baby,
D As4 G As4
I'll try to love again, but I know


D As4 G As4
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
D As4 G As4
The first cut is the deepest
D As4 G As4
'cause when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
D As4 G As4 A5
when it comes to lovin' me he's worst


Solo bit comes in- the chords are just the same as the chorus
There is something else going on with an electric guitar but someone else can
work that out.( I dont do solos)

solo thing: D As4 G As4 x2


D As4 G As4
I still want you by my side
D As4 G As4
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
D As4 G As4
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
D As4 G As4
and if you want, I'll try to love again but baby,
D As4 G As4 A5
I'll try to love again, but I know


D As4 G As4
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
D As4 G As4
The first cut is the deepest
D As4 G As4
'cause when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
D As4 G As4
when it comes to lovin' me he's worst
D As4 G As4
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
D As4 G As4 D
The first cut is the deepest Try to love again

Fer ya and no one else

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say youll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say youll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

i like you, stupid!

How come everytime i bring my life to the ruts you always find me?

What is it with you?

I like you, stupid!

Since the time i could remember, i have always wanted you.

Am i too late? Tell me, am i too late now?

Btw, is this for me?

Mac & Me

It's mac and me for the Biz Dev Team... well, at least for now 'til my new partner comes around. Awww... it's such a shame hottie momma Glecie will be leaving us -- isn't because of me and my diabolical plans for the future? Fer shizzle! Of course, NOT, mofitos! Her reason is something more meaningful than that. Well anyway, been enjoying so far and to think that my freelance writing is hopefully on a kick-start really soon still keeping my bums crossed (is that possible?).

Friday Night at Boobs este Booze Stop

One friday night chilling with Accenture peepz... actually my cousin's colleague and his girlfriend as well. Fer shizzle! Finally me and the infamous Bajao met... and clicked just like that *tok*! Peace out, man, we are still on truce so as much as you so enjoyed, your not gonna get any beatings here. Really a small world for us. Imagine we have common friends. Yeeesh, MM & Ohnie (who btw will finally tie the knot...elk! this 21st of October. Kudos!)... I am referring to you guys!

Aesod Chicks

Do i still need to describe them?? Just look at their sweet innocent smiles.... bwahahaha fresh meat... fresh meat...