Asan si Chekwa?

Where the fark is Marvin? Ampf!

In lieu of Adam's upcoming trip to the Aussie Land (where the chicks are blehhh hehehe peace), we plan on meeting every weekend just to hang and catch up at BJ's crib.

Men, its been... ermm... more or less 3 years to date. These guys started off as my freaky stalkers. Geez, they said they've been seeing me walk at the South Building during their Hydraulics classes. Well, at that time... it ain't such a biggie as they are all just a bunch of boys to me even if they are the same as my age. Time after that and before they left Mapua, Adam asked for my digit and since then we've been hangin'. They are afterall from the South like I am. These (then just boys) now Engineers has gone chillin' with their Chingkay to practically anywhere even on their shared apartment in Paco during their board review/mamam sessions, to Tagaytay (urgh.. those chicks are really off), to Capone's, and so on. We have been with eachother through a lot of heartaches and dissasters.

Damn, i missed them a lot when i was away! So to catch up... dudes, papaabot nnman pa ba tau hangang...

Get this

What did i realize today?

Flava suckers are extremely annoying!
Read, asswipe, read: EXTREMELY ANNOYING

Get real.

Kill me... my feet hurt like hell!

If Peegee adores Joey, I like Carlos better. Why? Well, nevermind his peculiar sense of humor (as they say ha.. not coming from me) but he is uber nice. I'm very comfortable talking to him and he always creates an impression to everyone that he cares. Awww, whattapapabear!

Anyway, Petron people are very interesting especially this one dude (whom i forgot the name) I had lunch with. He came from Saudi Arabia but he studied in Boston for his undergrad. His English is impeccable but his tagalog is sooo funny. Driving to my point... GWAPO xa sobra!

Gawd, this is so pathetic. I know am not making sense... i'm just happy with what am doing right now.

Ay nga pala, hey man, my threats aren't that empty. See me always or lose me. You know what i mean.

Measly, yeah, but hey i like it!

Bum no mo'! Erm, not entirely. The salary is so measly but i think am gonna like it there anyway. Haaay, finally, i got an offer that i think i would truly enjoy. Honestly I have had offers which are actually neat but somehow i get the feeling that I wouldn't enjoy dong those stuff or that somehow I get the feeling that the job is pointless. That's why it took me a long while to decide. Just so lucky that my family understands my point.

I always wanted to be part of the training team. This time i can do both (that and marketing) plus the greatest part is that i can still wear my bum clothes (erm, actually excluding my fave skimpy skirts and torn jeans) to work when there's no training. I was introduced to the team and I get the feeling that they are really nice... i hope. More kwela-kwentos soon.

Meanwhile, I just finished some freelance copywriting thingy for my old company's ecommerce project AsiaParagon.com. Welcome note reads something like this:

Art is an outcome of a person's expression of his perceived being and existence.

Through Asian Art, the mystical way of life, long-lived traditions and enigmatic

nature of Asians are being mirrored timelessly.

With high veneration to quality Asian Art and in great support to Asian Artists,

AsiaParagon welcomes you to a freeway venue of quality Asian Art.......

Nuff said...don't wanna spoil the surprise 'til it's launched. Anyway, thanks, man, for this but you know darn well i prefer sunflowers. See u sooner. Missumoy!

Happy burpday, Petitoy!

Yeyy, little bro just turned 14 today.

Happy Burpday, Djaywafungets!!!

Daddy & Nining

Daddy's gurl, yeah i am. Can u blame me?

Happy Father's Day to all the dads out there!

Bleak as the moon

Just as this solitary moon
i stole from my dad's garden
i am bleak.
Mystical, mythical
and yet still bleak.

Somewhere only we know

I walked across an empty land,
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.
I felt the earth beneath my feet,
Sat by the river and it made me complete.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

I came across a fallen tree,
I felt the branches of it looking at me.
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So tell me when you're gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know.

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.
So, tell me when you gonna let me in,
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
So if you have a minute why don't we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go,

Hmmm yea,

This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know.

I really need sleep

I really need to catch some ZzZZzzzzZZZzzzzz....

Since Tuesday night when i've gone out with Jhan, Meann and Edric my circadian rhythm has gone bonkers! Morning to me has been reduced to simply there's still sunlight outside and if there's none then it's night time already. As my friend, fritz, puts it... ano ka ba, manok? you have a peculiar concept of time like chickens?

What a weekend! At first i thought this will going to be such a drag as our previous plan to go on a family weekend escapade has been cancelled. As it turned out, i was able to catch up with mah Mapua engineers.

Saturday. One-on-one gramma glug-glug session with my sis-in-law, joan. When we were about to finish the shots, look who turned-out at my dad's garage? My Mapuan EEs Adam and BJ. So we grab ourselves a couple of biiiiig happy horses (note, red horse has 2 kinds logos: nakasimangot at nakangiti... gawd, i've been drinking that poison for nearly a decade and i didn't knew that!) and a cook-out! Fresh from Davao tuna belly and puro tokwa't baboy! Yummy! Dudes, am right, ain't i? We should keep on doing this until... ermmm... aussie boy flies! Marvin and Jason... what the hell happend to u both?! I never thought that the moon moves.... may tama ako! Tingnan nio o... light na! But what the heck, good morning and drive safe, south people!


Sunday. My charlie came back from the catacombs of the past.... hay, too many words, too many things to be done. enuf said. twas a sleepless sunday anyway!

Monday. Still bangenge from last nights' poisons...went the whole day out with family including my grandfolks. Hmmm... nothing much really happened but it was really tiresome and we pretty much ate a lot! Shanghai Bistro is really nice (the one in Libis ha not the one in Makati, mind you) but my tita introduced me to this small really cozy Asian cafe 2/F of Rustan's. The joint is called EAST and i so love their salmon sashimi and chocolate cake. SARAP!!!

Hey, i may sound perky but i reaaaaallly reallly need to hit the sack now.

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Meet me in outer space. We could spend the night; watch the earth come up. I've grown tired of that place; won't you come with me? WE could start again. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. Meet me in outer space. I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights. I need you to see this place, it might be the only way that I can show you how it feels to be inside of you. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. You are stellar.

Nostalgic

Must of been mid afternoonI could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out andHe walked with a purposeIn his sneakers, down the streetHe had, many questionsLike children often doHe said,Tell me all your thoughts on God?Tell me am I very far?Must of been late afternoonOn our way the sun broke free of the cloudsWe count only blue carsSkip the cracks, in the streetAnd ask many questionsLike children often doWe said,Tell me all your thoughts on God?'Cause I would really like to meet her.And ask her why we're who we are.Tell me all your thoughts on God,Cause I am on my way to see her.So tell me am I very far -Am I very far now?Its getting cold picked up the paceHow our shoes make hard noises in this placeOur clothes are stainedWe pass many, cross eyed peopleAnd ask many questionsLike children often doTell me all your thoughts on God?'Cause I would really like to meet her.And ask her why we're who we are.Tell me all your thoughts on God?'Cause I am on my way to see her.So tell me am I very far?Am I very far nowAm I very far nowAm I very far now

My solitude

I am actually a sociable person. At times I think i couldn't live by myself that I almost always needed to be surrounded by layers of friends, activities, family, diversions anything, everything, whatever. I used to even loathe eating alone or go somewhere else alone as I am never used to be alone.

But now am home I miss my solitude.... or was it just because i am unwell today.

Clenched Soul by Pablo Neruda

We have lost even this twilight

No one saw us this evening hand in hand

while the blue night dropped on the world.

I have seen from my window

the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

Sometimes a piece of sun

burned like a coin in my hand.

Where were you then?

Who else was there?

Saying what?

Why will the whole of love come on me suddenly

when I am sad and feel you are far away?

The book feel that always closed at twilight

and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.

Always, always you recede through the evenings

toward the twilight erasing statues.

Painting from the Blunch Exhibit

Because all little girls love pink

Hah. Actually the title doesn't have anything to do with what am gonna blab about. It's just a phrase stuck in my head since this morning and it's totally lame (geezzz). FYI, ohh i so love fenk.

Anyway, this would just be ramblings of a sleepless Keekai.

Had a really early appointment yesterday. So while preparing finally got the chance to listen to the morning rush. Hay, it has been indeed a while cuz i don't normally wake up early. They are talking about the date being 666 (June 06, 2006). Hmmm... i thought. Ammay gonna be a klutz (which is normal) the whole day?? Oh i hoped not!

But the first place i went to grab breakfast, i completely knocked off my juice container and spilled it everywhre. Nonetheless, yesterday was really fun. Why? Here.

1. Brainbench is pretty interesting. Wish the results will be sent to me.... well, tough luck.

2. I met DOM stranger #1 on my way to the lift. He had meeting with someone in the same office that i went and he just sort of talked to me and gave his contact numbers. Huwwwaaatttt??

3. Blunch @ The Enterprise. Some abtract paintings are totally neat!

4. LotusCloudTreeMist by Emily SyCip Cheng painting collection @ Museum Space Ayala Museum. Loved "The Ultimate"... makes me think.

5. Neat books i wanna read soon esoecuakkt GGM's Chronicle of A Death Foretold (read this again!)

6. Catch-up lunch with Sissy Jhan who looked so nice. Yey, blooming! Pasensya na po sa mga katabi namin dahil matagal na kami nde nagkita... soooo noisy, i know. Ampf, the rice is also good for 10 or one construction worker!

7. Loved my mum more... thanks to that essay. Sometimes u have to run away from home to know where your home is.

8. Aesod's ultra-uber-nice office. The antique homey ambiance. Gave me lotsa ideas on the new paint job that am planning to do this week (Guess I won't we starting today with was the original plan... :-( )

9. Interesting interview with Ms. Porky. 1 (tap), 2 (tap, (tap), four (tap), five (tap), (tap).... twentynine (tap), (tap).... guffaw!!!! Would you believe that's actually a test of patience??

10. Clowns Without Borders Photo Exhibit @ GB which are totall off. Didn't like most of 'em... well, never liked clowns anyway.

11. I met DOM #2. Ewwww!!! Engineer daw oh! Weird!

12. Mass at GB (awww for the longest time again!) If it weren't from that... i would've gone home! Gosh!!! Late!!!
13. Hang with Sissy Jhan again with Meann and Edric. Isa pang extra ice... no, not extra rice... extra ice!

14. Met DOM #3. Geeezzzzz... am a dork magnet!!

Nuff said i need sleep!

Pardon me while i burst

I can't seem to contain my id... it has been finding ways to burst. Dang, i really miss being by myself but on the other side it's better this way.

For nearly two months now since i got home my superego has been in control. My poor id shelfed for the meantime. That dream is totally... well, wild (to put it on its simplest term). I think therefore i might. One of Keekai's dangerous thoughts... see, i know what am capable of when i set my mind on going for it. Man, what have i been repressing!

Pardon my scattered thoughts. But then again, what has been organized anyway?

Keekai_the_vamp

am on it as well. lemme bite u!

check out the link.

Ampf, Gerroff mah head!

To see you when i wake up is a gift i didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as i do is a three-fold utopian dream. You do something to me that i can't explain. So would i be out of line if i said, i miss you?

I see your picture, i smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already i'm wastin' away. I know i'll see you again, whether far or soon. But i need you to know that i care and i miss you.

hey, am gonna get u for this!